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    July 28

    Letting It Go...It doesn't Belong to You....I will Take it Back

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    How do I let you go?

    How do I reclaim my heart?

     How did all of this start......
    What I have is more precious than Gold, Sweeter than Honey and as Pure as Clean Spring Air.... Blowing... A
    fter a Spring Shower.

    Give it back.....

    Give it back....& I will let go....

    Give me the Will to do as I must because It doesn't belong to You....

    It never belonged to me.....

    I will Let it Go....
    even if You don't Give it Back....
    How shall I hold onto something or someone that was never mine from the start?
    You See this Heart? See this Crown....??? See the Luv.....??
    OH yeah, it's there.....

    You can look at me...It's there....
    But..... I am.....

    I am TAKING it all back......
    It's Mine...it never belonged to you....
    You Never belonged to me....
    Decades ago it was so.....Now....
    our paths barely touched again.... I must go.....

    I will take it back....no questions asked.
    It's pure, sweet and finer than Gold.....
    How long would we think it belonged to us?
    Not to us.....

    But it's MINE.....
    & I am taking it all back.....
    Just Sweet, Dark and Sexy
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    July 20

    Insomnia?


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    Well, it's Sunday night and I have to get ready for work...gotta get up at 4:40 a.m. in the morning.  This weekend was pretty quite...nothing exciting happened to me really, but I suppose that's by choice...cause I got a couple invites this weekend, but decided to just stay in and hang out with my kids and do some errands...including cleaning up. Oh! I DID get a chance to see someone I haven't seen in a quite a while for breakfast saturday morning, so that was exciting for me. Other than that, I had a quite weekend.  Haven't blogged in a while, but perhaps I'll find more time....it's therapeutic! I surely can't put all my personal happenings in here or else, they'll send my site to another kind of site.  nite! 

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    6-10-08-For My Papi...Jose

    Who were we?

    I wonder what era it was......

    It could have been an era when the dames rode carriages, wore Victorian dresses, and carried lace umbrellas...

    When the men wore dark, hand-tailored suits and polished their shoes at the local saloon parlors.....

    You came to my front door and asked for my hand to the ball!!..

    erhaps it was a time when pirates sailed the  sea, brandished swords, conquered other ships...

    taking captives, and had their "wench" as they'd say in those days.......

    Your wench became your Greatest Love....

    Or....WE could have been caterpillars, ugly and furry....squiglling around, getting ready to transform....

    into a bright, summer morning....as lovely butterflies...Kissing....


    Whatever we were....

    Where ever we were....

    Whatever era we were in....

    It was You.  It was I.

    Maybe decades have passed.....& we are who we are now.....

    Life has handed you a cruel, yet, bitter-sweet set of cards.....

    Maybe this is a Visit, a Season, a Reason....

    Whatever it is, it feels soo Old, soo familiar......

    Like the sound of a bell tolling on a crisp Sunday morning at dawn....the exact, same, precise time...

    I think I can remember...Maybe it's your voice that's soo familiar....whatever it is...it strikes a chord ...

    From long ago....





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    April 01

    Sugar Drop....

    Can't stop thinking, can't stop breathingm can't stop my heart from beating; can't stop sleeping; can't stop my every waking moment....I smell your scent, I can see your face and imagine your lips against mine. My heart won't stop...it beats to an unknown sound that is unfamiliar....I wish you were near...I miss u so very much..
    August 04

    To My Baby....I Could Have Loved You

     If you were here.......
    I wish you were here...for me to hold, touch, love....
    The distance that spans between us is too great and too far....
    But my heart....It beats endlessly to your rythym...
    The song to which my spirit dances to in my sleep...
    I  think I can feel you near me...I  feel your spirit ever so present besides me....
    I smell you....
    Yet you are so far.....
    What is the worst torment?
    To be near and Love....or
    Be far...
    and Love? which is greater?
    All my life I've searched for one-of-a-kind....
    I think I am still searching...for now it is you that my heart beats wildly for...
    The  beat which  my spirit dances to is your sound...even though soo far.
    What is better?
    a Spirit that is alive with song and love....
    or a Spirit..dead with no life and pulse?
    I'd rather have it alive.....
    If only you weren't so far....

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    July 25

    THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE


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    What's the true meaning of Love? for me, LOVE IS-
    LOVING even when you don't like something about a person....
    LOVING even when there are imperfections that cannot be changed...
    LOVING....when it's storming and everything and everyone is blown in all directions....but staying steadfast in one place...never moved and unwavering.
    LOVING is stability.
    LOVING is just listening.
    LOVING is appreciation.
    LOVING is accepting.
    LOVING is gentle .
    LOVING is caring.
    LOVING is  feeling....
    LOVING is being intuned...
    loving is.....sooo many things....too many to mention....
    WHAT IS YOUR MEANING OF LOVE?
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    July 24

    How Did I manage?

    Well, I guess I have two spaces now...the other one is lovelyblack69....it was an accident, but I will just post to both of them simultaneously...didn't do anything too special today....it was really hot outside..about 100 degrees, so you know what that called for! icecream!!
    April 14

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    November 25

    Soo Much has changed

     Wow...where do i start. I definitely haven't had time to manage my blogs or update my photos, but it will be soon. Myself and the kids have moved to the Valley and it's a huge change, but a good one. Alonzo is doing very well with respect to his Crohn's disease and Maurissa has started a new high school!  I really haven't made any new friends there-at least not yet ;-( and I don't know where all the "cool" spots are...but in due time! It's been an adjustment for us, but it's been going quite smoothly.  AH! right now, my pc is broke so i'm using someone else's pc to log on, so that's part of the reason i haven't been on ;-( so i'll be purchasing a hard drive soon.  Anyways, this blog is boring, yeah i know, but atleast I put SOMETHING!  until next time...promise i will post new pics, etc !!!
    September 16

    Haven't Been Here in a While

    Well, I've been soo busy lately that I have not had the opportunity to update my page! Within the next day or so, I'll add lots of new pics and all that good stuff!!!
    June 06

    Knott's Berry Farm

    went to Knott's with the kids and they had a ball! unfortunately, i didn't get many pics of Maurissa nor myself because Maurissa brought along her school mate and they went on the larger rides, while myself and Alonzo were on the age-appropriate rides for him. Nonetheless, it was a hot, beautiful day. I enjoyed the drive there, which was actually only less than an hour and yummy!!! the funnel cakes are da bomb!!!! In a few weeks, Alonzo's sister, Alexus, will be here from Oregon and we have plenty of time to do other fun things!
    May 29

    The Love of Friends

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    From the beginning, when we were kids, we learned to form friendships. We never really knew about loyalty and trustworthiness. As we mature, we learn, through our own experiences, to be a true FRIEND. Some, I might add, never really learn how to recognize their true friends. I've had horrible experiences wherein my loyalty was doubted and my friendship taken for granted...

    MySpace Layouts   I believe that being a true friend means honesty and being there for that person no matter what, even if they are going through hard times. I am now 32 and in my years, I have had 2 persons whom i considered friends, turn their backs on me. Don't get me wrong, my life DOES go on, cause' I'm strong-that's a given. But the hurt that accompanies being let down by someone is immense and hurtful. We can all have our relationships and be in love, but our friends are the ones who will listen and go that extra mile, just when u think all of your resources are gone. I guess my nature is fiercely loyal and there are soo many who just can't seem to be that way. What do we do when we no longer have trust? What do we do when we no longer let anyone get inside their world on a personal level? It can be for love relationships or just platonic relationships...What we do is KEEP our heads up and continue to move on, push forward and know that it was an HONOR for them...for persons such as I, to have been friends. Our kind, leaves a touch of glitter

     

    MySpace Layouts         on their hearts....words can't explain the deep anger, or shall i say, unrest...yah that's a better word, that it causes deep inside  when you feel you have been judged wrongly, or simply taken advantage of. If any of those two persons ever come upon this blog, you know who u are, and I must say, It's amazing how some people take advantage of certain situations and use it to their own advantage and totally be dis-loyal...but to me, I had nothing to gain..but I had something to lose..and that was a friend. So either way, would it have mattered? had I made a different choice back then, would you turn your back on me anyway? I think so. But who wins? I win. I win, because through it all, I was the truthful one and the one who refused to betray you. Tell me, where, in this lifetime will you find that?

     

     

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    May 24

    Haven't been here in a While

    Image Hosted by ImageShack.us  Haven't been around for some time...but Im still here! Just basically working, working out, taking care of the kids and ofcoarse having a little fun! Not much going on other than that...and not anything exciting happening in my life...oh well....but i guarantee i'll make my own excitement! heheh!  i really wanted to go to the Madonna concert...i just waited until the last minute
    April 19

    Lisa's Farewell

    So long to my very good friend Lisa! Lisa is going to Japan for one year for business, but she'll be back!! We partied a few weeks ago and I had a ball!! I WILL MISS YOU LISA!!!!
     
     
     
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    Boring Saturday Nite

    Well, it's one of those saturdays when all your plans fall through...things cancelled cause' of the forecasted rain, which never happened! but anyways sometimes it's good to stay in the house and do absolutely nothing...well, not entirely, but it's still cool
    February 03

    A So So Kinda Day

    BUT  atleast it's friday!